Devastated. That is the only word that comes even close to how I'm feeling. The internist came by this evening to tell us the preliminary MRI results. Kim has severe brain damage in all major areas of her brain.
Tomorrow we will get the final report from the neurologist and if things are reported the same as they were tonight Bob and Evelyn have made the decision to let her go.
Hearts are breaking, tears are flowing--no one is ready to think about saying goodbye, but we know and trust that God has this in his control.
I said the other day that the hardest part of all this is waiting for God to reveal his plans for us--but I'm not so sure that is true anymore. I now think that the hardest part is watching my fear in his plan turn to reality. Yet God has promised that "He knows the plans for us, Plans to prosper us and not to harm us. Plans to give us hope and a future." Jer 29:11
I'm clinging to that.
Until tomorrow,
~M